Twitch streamer Matthew “Mizkif” Rinaudo has been having some difficulties recently. Mizkif revealed his intention to take a Twitch hiatus following his breakup with long-term girlfriend Maya Higa, stating that he did not feel like streaming. He took a two-week hiatus from the platform before announcing that he will be back on October 5th.

Mizkif, on the other hand, seemed to be having a hard time dealing with the breakup, as he broke down on his comeback live broadcast as he stated; “I miss her so much.”

Twitch streamer Mizkif may have stated that he was ready to stream once again, however, he was mentally unstable. He could be seen crying and expressing his longing for Maya as he even walked over to his room’s vacuum cleaner and stated, “Who’s gonna use this now?”

Mizkif opened up about the breakup and his struggle to cope with being alone. The previous three weeks have been terribly lonely for him, as he has frequently missed her presence.

He stated; “Oh my god, dude. I’m crying. Don’t know what to say, sorry. Oh my god, chat, this is a lot. I didn’t really know what the hell to expect. I’m crying… this is a bit embarrassing.”

Mizkif tried to lighten the mood by making jokes about his appearance, claiming that he looked the same way 20 days earlier. Underneath the humor, however, it’s evident that the streamer is still processing the breakup. He did, however, end the conversation on a positive one, stating that he had recently visited Los Angeles and met MrBeast and Pokimane. He’s also been exercising, lifting weights, and maintaining a nutritious diet. He said that the last several days had been better, but that he was still not used to being single.

While Mizkif’s fans are overjoyed that he is back on Twitch, his emotional state has not gone unnoticed. Mizkif’s mental health is currently in the dumps, and fans believe he should take a complete break from Twitch to concentrate on himself.